Summer of Self-LOVE

I saw a Bee being eaten by a Spider yesterday morning, on my way to watch the sunrise. The sight was significant, I knew it was a message, but I didn’t know exactly what was being showed to me.

After I returned from my walk, I had to journal about what I saw and what I was feeling…

Worker bees, particularly foragers, fly long distances collecting nectar and pollen - sometimes up to 5 miles from the hive. This takes a tremendous amount of energy. If they don’t find enough food, or fly too far without rest or fuel, they can literally run out of energy mid-flight.

Bee’s live a devotional life, offering themselves wholly to the hive. They are agents of life’s fertility, yet their labors can become too much in a world that is not built with their cycles in mind. Exhaustion, for them, is not laziness - it’s loyalty lived too far…

Loyalty lived too far, that has led to falling victim to Arachne’s web…

Arachne’s hands weave miracles.

Arachne is our reminder of Truth even if it is not in favor of the gods…

It’s the mid-year point! Where do we need to course correct?

What have I been loyal to that no longer honors who I am becoming?

Where are my habits exhausting me instead of enlivening me?

What would it feel like to serve from abundance, not depletion?

What have I accomplished?

What needs more attention?

Where have I veered off?

What’s in alignment?

What’s my next action step?

Where do I course correct?

This is the WAKE-UP CALL!!

Get out of your own way! The story that keeps lopping on repeat in your mind is NOT serving you! It’s keeping you stuck in the “hive-mentality”.

I did a super scary thing yesterday after all of this was blossoming in my consciousness.

Something that I’ve been wanting to do for about 18 months and I’ve been soo stuck in my “hive-mind” and standing in my own way that it was always going to be for someone else to have and experience…

I joined Erick Godsey’s Mentally Fit class.

I decided to tell myself a different story. I decided that NOW is the time. I decided that I’m going to live a life of joy, fulfillment and purpose. I decided that I’m going to do all the things that I’ve been dreaming of for so long. I decided that I have the time, space and resources right now. I decided to jump.

I decided that this will be the SUMMER OF SELF-LOVE!

This is the summer where I’m getting out of my own way.

This is the summer that I stop fighting myself.

This is the summer that I fall in LOVE…

WITH ME

Love you madly,

Leah